Veronica "Roo" Mary Chase

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Veronica Chase

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Name/Alias: Gwen
Age: 20
RP Experience: 3 years
How Did You Found Us: The battle within
How Much Time Do You Plan To Spend Here Per Week: pretty much everyday for at least an hour
Other Characters: Roddy Lestrange

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Character's Full Name: Veronica "Roo" Mary Chase
Nicknames: Roo, Ronny, Ron
Age: 16
Year: sixth
Canon or Original: Original
House: Ravenclaw
Birthday: 19th november
Sexual Orientation: straight
Blood Status: Muggle Born

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Play By: Taylor Momsen
Appearance:
Veronica is a rather short girl with long blonde hair that she likes to wear up and beautiful sky blue eyes that never have any make-up on them, she's about 5'4 and always has a smile on her face. She likes to wear plain clothes like white t-shirts and jeans with converse she hates standing out very much.

She always wears two bracelets on her left writst one that has the letters WGHATAP which means With God's help all things are possible and the other has the letters WWJD which means what would Jesus do. She wears a small white gold cross around her neck and a white gold purity ring on her wedding finger.

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Likes:
Reading,
English,
Poetry,
Phillip her brother,
Chicken,
Roses,
Hugs,
Her Faith,
Being herself,
Family,
Singing,
Christian Rock,
Being accepted for herself,
Her Nephew Charlie,
Her purity ring,
Library,
Applies,
Choir,
Chruch,
Photos,
Memories,
Internet,
Not following the crowd,
Keeping secrets.
Dislike:
Mean people,
Fake people,
People judging her,
Remembering painful memories,
Thunder,
Book burning,
Wasters,
People forcing things on her,
People trying to get her to do their work,
People thinking she's a freak,
Sluts,
Whores,
Sex before marriage,
People who talk too much,
Different things,
Being out of her comfort zone,
Dog poo,
Sins,
People who can't sing.
Strengths:
Charms,
Brains,
English,
Memories,
Being herself.
Weaknesses:
Transfig,
Family,
Books,
Her Faith,
Her sister and Brother,
Shyness.
Boggart: The Devil
Patronus: Fluffy bunny
Personality:
Veronica is pretty much an open book, she will share her feelings with those closest to her and will always tell people how she is feeling. Of couse when you are very close to her you wont even need to ask how she is feeling because it will be clear to you straight away. She doesn't like having people judging her because of her faith or because of the way she looks, which some people tend to do.

She only has one friend and is ok with that because she loves her best friend more then anything in the world and even though he is Gay she is ok with that because she knows it's his choice and it doesn't actually say anywhere in the bible that you can't have sex with the same sex. It isn't a sin so she is ok with that, just because the bible is filled with opposit sex relationships it doesn't mean all have to be that way!

Roo is always a very happy person, she will also be very quite and tends to stutter around new people because she doesn't know them and doesn't feel safe around them yet, she has a very strong believe system and always holds that close to her heart. She tends to push people away who tell her that she had her beliefes pushed on her by her parents because from the age of fifteen she found what she believed and held that closer to her heart then anything else.

She tends to believe that bad things happen to good people sometimes because it is needed to help others through a hard time a head she also believes that god is always listening and will always answer you if he can. Her most read book is the bible and is always reading 1 Corinthians Chapter 13 or Footprints in the sand when she needs some help in her life.

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Father: Mark Chase
Mother: Eve Matthews
Siblings: Phillip Chase (Oldest brother)
Helen Chase (Sister-in-law)
Mary Chase (Twin sister) (Dead)
Luke Chase (Younger brother
Other Family: Charlie Chase (Nephew)
History: Early life:
Veroinca was born to Eve and Mark on the 19th of November, along with her twin sister. Veronica was born second and was a blue baby, the doctors had problems getting her to breath but finally she did and they had two beautiful baby girls. Mary and Veronica. The pair were identical other then Veronica was slightly smaller then Mary, so from birth Phillip called Veronica Roo and was clearly his favourt of his two sisters.

As they got a bit older the pair attended bible school with all the other kids, they sat learning about God and his ways and of course his Son. Veronica was always very interested in the whole thing and found it really interesting where as Mary didn't really care that much she just messed around with kids and acted out a lot. Which Veronica could never do because she was too shy because she was so small compared to the other kids.

Early teens:
In their early teens Veronica and Mary spent a lot of time apart from each other, Mary spent a lot of time at home and with her friends. While Veronica was at Hogwarts, the only friends Veronica had really ever had were the church choir she would go and sing with them, she even got the lead vocals once or twice.

During her early teens Mary decided to go off to real school instead of being home schooled she thought it was unfair that her sister was off at some boarding school even though Roo clearly lacked the talkativeness that her sister had.

Even though the pair lead different lifes they were still very close, but never as close as Phillip and Roo were those two were never apart when she was home he always told her everything and kept her company while she was doing her homework in the hoildays.

But things were going to change and not for the better!

15th year:
This was when Roo's story really started, when her Faith and everything she knew as put to the test to see how strong she was and see if she could really spend her life being who she wanted to and see if having Faith in the Lord was really the right thing to do for the young girl of only 15.

As the end of summer arrived, Veronica went shopping with her twin sister looking for books for Mary's school year. Yes that is right Mary wanted books for school which she might actually read this year and she wasn't going to back out at all! The pair walked around the mall, Roo being ignored as all the guys checked out her twin and talked to her.

She didn't mind though, she had the Lord!

Then Mary needed the bathroom so Roo went on to the bookstore while Mary went to the bathroom, Roo must of spent an hour inside there before realising that Mary hadn't come back yet. She paid for her books then walked off to the bathroom to see if she was there, she wasn't her bag lay on the side but there wasn't a sign of Mary anywhere.

Roo paniced and called Phillip who shot down just as the police arrived, he pushed his way to her and hugged her as she sobbed she knew something was wrong she could feel it her twin was in danger and Ronny was scared out of her wits for her twin sister. The police were sure that she'd been taken by the serial killer that was on the loose at the moment because she fitted the M.O of what he wanted in a woman, this scared Roo even more because she looked just like it!

Days went by and all Veronica could do was Pray, pray that her sister was ok... Then they got the call, Mary was alive and she was in the hospital. But by the time they had arrived Mary had blown her brains out, unable to cope she'd taken the Policeman's gun after getting him to write a letter for Roo for her. The policeman took Roo into another room and gave her the letter to read, as Veronica read it she cried hard. It had only said eight words, those words haunt her every day.

Follow your dreams roo, i didn't get too.

When they caught the man Roo begged to be there when he was interviewed, of course she didn't tell anyone other then Phillip who came with her and stood next to her holding her hand. The pair watched as the policeman asked him questions about the three girls, but when he answered Roo was filled with fear.

The policeman asked him why he took three girls from the church and then said the names, the murderer looked up at him and spoke. "I didn't take Mary Chase, i took the woman who loves me... Veronica Chase." He had thought that Mary was Veronica and that was why he took her and he took the other girls because they looked like Roo in a way.

Unable to deal with this a week later, just before going back to school Roo tried to kill herself, she slit her writs and cut deeply into her stomach hoping to die, hoping to pay for what she did to Mary feeling that it was all her fault. But Phillip found her and got her to the hospital before she died and her life was saved, Phillip of course was the only one to be there for Roo her parents were to never know.

Roo didn't want to worry them.

and of course they still don't know now that she'd in her 6th year

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RP Sample:

A groan of annoyance escaped the shaggy haired boy as he pulled his covers over his head hoping that the sound of flapping at the window would just disburse, that it was just a dream and that there would be silence in a minute and he would be back in his dream world filled with lolly pops and candy canes, but alas no…it carried on for a good twenty minutes before he finally managed to pull himself out of bed and stagger over to the window and push the it open so the familiar looking winged rat could fly in.

The Gryffindor rubbed his eyes before looking at the bird, he knew it from somewhere, but for the life of him couldn’t think where from. His hand slowly reached out and picked up the letter and pulled it to him self, he looked down at the hand writing, it was swirly and in red ink. No one he knew wrote in red ink, not even his fellow Gryffindors tended to write in red ink, they would write in blue or black and some times colours such as purple, but not red, red was more for teachers then for the students.


The puppy dog eyed boy studied the envelope for what seemed like forever, his mind ran over the people that would write to him no one came to mind. He knew his parents owl and well, they would write to Trinity and not to him, he was the black sheep puppy of the family, he’d been kicked out of his first school unlike Trin who remained happily at Hogwarts like she had done since she started. He slowly turned the envelope over to look at the back before finally moving his finger to the seal and very slowly opening it.

The fifth year glanced at the owl before reaching inside and pulling out a piece of parchment, his eyes looked at it, it was the normal colour of parchment, a brownie yellowy colour. The boy’s nostrils flared as he took in a scent, it was a man’s scent and it was all over the paper, but whose scent was it, he knew the scent and his heart was starting to ache as he smelled it, but he could not put his finger on who the heavenly scent belonged to. Maybe it was an old friend, someone from his old school?

The boy took a second before opening the letter slowly and getting ready to read it, his eyes scanned down to the bottom before he read it, he wanted to know who the sweet scent belonged to, who has written to him in red and who he the hell had gotten him up this early in the morning. It was only 5am and it was a Saturday of all days, the boy looked at the name, his heart sank, how could he be writing to him? How could he even dare make the fragile young man think about him again?

Dear Zeke,
I know we parted on the worst terms ever imaginable but as each day goes by I can’t help but think about you. You’re all I ever wanted and all I ever needed, when you didn’t come back from that meeting with the head teacher my heart shattered. I love you Zeke and I always have done, I never meant to hurt you, you were the most amazing guy in the world and I messed up, I admit that…but surely I deserve a second chance? All I ask is that you please write back.
Yours forever
Jonathan Young.

Zeke shook his head and looked at the letter once, twice and then a third time. The heart breaker, the betrayer was writing to him asking for forgiveness, forgiveness that Zeke would never give to him or anyone else that ever hurt him. He shook his head over and over again not believing that this… this asshole had written to him begging to be taken back, begging to be in his strong muscular arms again. But the brown-eyed boy would never let that happen, never. His hatred for him was too great to let go of even for a second.

The Gryffindor walked over to his nightstand and picked up a metallic rectangular shape and flicked it open, his eyes were fighting back tears that he never thought he’d shed again. He placed his hand on a small jagged disk and pushed it down, causing a flame to ignite and then moved it to the paper. His brown eyes watched it burn and turn to ashes as it slowly started to drop to the floor and land in a little pile at his feet. As the last corner started to burn Zeke let it drop to join the rest.

After it had finished burning the handsome lad walked over to a draw and pulled out an envelope and then walked back to the ashes and slid them inside and sealed it, hoping that Jonathan would get the message, hoping that he understood he never wanted to see him, be near him or have anything to do with him ever again. Zeke wasn’t a forgiving person, he could never forget especially when it came to having his heart ripped in two by a loved one and Jonathan was one person that would never ever be forgiven for his crimes against love.

Mr Thomas walked over to the owl, he gave him a yummy owl treat and then handed him the letter, he let him climb onto his arm and took it to the window and let him go, he watched it fly away and hoped that this letter was going to be the first and last forever, he didn’t want anything to do with that son of a bitch and he didn’t want to have old wounds opened again and again every time he heard from him it had taken a lot of strength to heal once…let alone a second time.

Zeke leaned on the wall next to the window for what seemed like forever and then sighed he was too awake to go back to bed now, so what to do? He ran his hand through his messy scruffy hair and then looked around the room, his roomie was dead to the world, luckily, he didn’t want anyone to see him cry. Yes cry! Zeke Thomas was close to tears and as much as it pained him to admit it, the wounds had reopened and his heart was filling up with pain, how did he even find where he was?

Zeke closed the window and walked away from it, he glanced around and then walked into the bathroom, he closed the door leaning against it for a few minutes trying to compose himself before turning on the shower and taking off his boxers. He slipped inside and hoped for the love of God that the warm water would wash away his pain and heartache, but sadly as much as he hoped and wished it didn’t leave him. He could of scrubbed and scrubbed but no matter what he did the pain would never go away, the wounds would keep re-opening.

Zeke got out of the shower and wrapped a fluffy white towel around his waist and then looked in the mirror, he sighed at the sight of his broken form before brushing his teeth and using mouth wash and flossing. The boy sighed deeply after flossing and then ran his hands through his mass of soaking wet locks before heading over to the door of the bathroom and unlocking it, he paused for a second and then turned around and walked back over to his boxers and picked them up and only then did he turn and leave the bathroom.

Zeke threw his boxers into his dirty laundry and then walked over to his wardrobe and opened the doors; he stood scratching his head for about 10 minutes before he picked out the clothes for the day. Baggy, but fitting jeans, a long sleeved white t-shirt, a red and white stripy polo shirt and a red beanie to match his red skater belt. He then walked over to his bedside table and pulled out a pair of clean boxers and a pair of clean socks. Finally he dried himself off and got dressed, leaving his beanie off for the moment.

Zeke walked over to the mirror, picking up his wand as he went, he pointed it at his sopping wet hair and muttered a drying spell before sorting it and then going back to his bed to grab his beanie and put that on his head. He checked himself in the mirror and then nodded to himself, to say he looked good. Which of course, he did. He always did, but he just felt that this was a way of hiding himself from the world by hiding his body, hiding himself and of course hiding his sexuality from everyone around.

Zeke walked over to his shoe rack and studied them, his eyes landed on a pair of red and white vans, perfect to match the rest of his clothes. He pulled them out and then slipped them on before checking himself once again in the mirror, he wasn’t vain; he just liked to know he looked good that was it…was that too much to ask? To some yeah it was, but to the few like him-self it wasn’t too much to ask at all, it was perfectly normal to want to look good, be themselves and be bloody sexy too.

The brown-eyed wonder picked up his watch and slipped it onto his wrist, he loved his watch it was a muggle one, but it was nice not like some of the wizard ones you could get, but what was the difference they both told the time right? He then put on his black vans sweat band and finally picked up his wallet and his wand before making sure his roomie was still flat out and not going to ask where he was going, that was the one problem with his roomie, he was such a nosy f**ker like Zeke’s mother!

Zeke unlocked the dorm door and then slipped outside, he checked his watch and smiled to himself softly, it was now 6am and people would be up and about going for breakfast, but Zeke wasn’t hungry it was like he had caught Jonathan all over again, he didn’t eat for weeks and weeks and everyone got very worried about him. But right now, he just had to get out of the castle and go somewhere out of Hogwarts, away from everyone, luckily it was a Hogmeads day so he could go off and be alone and he knew the place.

He pushed his hands into his pockets and walked quickly and quietly through the common room, hoping not to bump into anyone and luckily for him a lot of the Gryffindors were very lazy and were all still in bed or only just rising for some of them. His hand reached up to the portrait door and pushed it open before glancing around the common room, checking for anyone that might see him and then he slipped outside and towards the stairs to get out of the castle and head for his perfect alone place to have a little cry.

Zeke jogged down the steps and out of the main door before glancing around quickly and then making a break for the front gate, he half sprinted and half walked as he headed to the gate. He glanced over his shoulder making sure no one was about before pushing open the door and slipping out, he let out a sigh as he got out of the grounds and then started to power walk towards the little sleepy town near by. There wasn’t any talking to Zeke when he was like this; he closed everyone out and just to be alone.

Zeke headed for his save haven, the one perfect place where hopefully no one would find him. The train station, he walked through the town keeping his head down hiding who he was, that he was a student as he got to the train station he looked up as he bumped into someone. ”Sorry.” He said softly before looking back down and walking past the wizard and then entering the Hogsmeade train station. Zeke’s eyes scanned the station until he found an empty bench; he walked over and sat down checking his watch before sighing deeply and rubbing his face.

See the one thing about Zeke was, no one at this school knew about his sexuality, not ever Trinity, he hid it from everyone and only let people know if he was sure and well those people had been fine for a quick roll in the hay, but anything other then that it was just not worth the risk of his heartache again, nothing was worth the risk of having his heart ripped out and stamped on again, not even true love…if he ever found it that is, it was doubtful though, he wasn’t his father he was just Zeke.

Mr Zeke Darren Thomas buried his head in his hands and started to cry softly, his heart was breaking more then it had the day he found the pair together, he’d been able to let out his pain with violence but not this time, he couldn’t take it out on anyone not even himself, it wasn’t his fault…or was it? It had always seemed like his fault and it always felt like his fault, he wouldn’t have cheated if Zeke had been good enough, surely? Zeke wasn’t good enough for him; he wasn’t good enough for anyone not even himself…right?

The brown-eyed boy tried to stop himself from crying, but the pain had taken over and was stabbing at his heart and at his lungs making it hard for him to breath, he felt so stupid he was in the middle of the train station crying his heart out over a stupid idiotic ex who decided to try and get back into his life by sending him a letter, but not just any letter…a letter asking for forgiveness. It was one thing to ask for when you were at the same school, but they were in different time zones now!

Zeke’s life was filled with lies and pain, it was no wonder he had a lot of rage, he hated his parents for lying to him, he hated Axel for being in his life and he lied to Trinity about his sexuality and about who Axel really was, all he’d ever told her was to stay away from him and that if she ever went near him he’d never talk to her again. Of course he couldn’t stop her from learning the truth one day could he? Well he could, but memory charms were slightly sticky really and always bad.

Zeke rubbed his face and ran his hands over the top of his hat and rested them behind his head, he pushed his head down and let out a sigh, he was a poor messed up little boy that needed to be hugged and loved by someone, someone that wouldn’t lie to him or hurt him… someone like Jonathan who wouldn’t hurt him like Jonathan did. Of course, that was wishful thinking, how could there be anyone out there that wouldn’t hurt him, Zeke didn’t believe in soul mates, or the words perfect match, it wasn’t real, but heartache was.

Mr Thomas had often thought about telling Trinity about his sexuality, but he was scared… what if she rejected him, told him she wasn’t her brother any more. She knew that he had nearly beaten a guy to death at his old school, but she thought it was a girl that the fight was over, not a guy. What was he meant to tell her, that he liked it in the bum? No, because he didn’t actually like it in the bum, he gave it not received that’s the way it had been with every guy he’d ever been with!

The fifth year’s eyes were now very red and very puffy, he tried to shake the thoughts that were running through his head. He wished that he’d killed his roommate that day he caught him with Jonathan, he wished that he’d beaten him to death with his bare hands, he wished that he’d made him feel a lot more pain then he had, no one knew how much pain Zeke had felt when he found out about the affair. Zeke had been falling in love with Jonathan and to then have his heart shattered like that, it just wasn’t fair!

Zeke hated love now because of this, he hated how it made him feel and how much it hurt to not have it returned, and he hated everything about it. There was no way in hell love was good, something that hurt so much couldn’t be great could it? No, it couldn’t! It was nothing but a rouse to get girls or guys into bed, Zeke planned on never ever saying those words to anyone, not even a member of his family! Rejection was something everyone had to go through, but heartache only the unfortunate had to deal with that.

Zeke let out a sigh and looked at his watch, he wondered if anyone from the school would show up here, he doubted it and hoped that no one came looking for him, especially Trinity, if she found him in this state she wouldn’t let it go until she found out what was wrong. The boy’s eyes started to scan the train station, it was near empty, the latest train had just been and picked up a bunch of people and well the people who it had let off had already left the station hoping for some sort of adventure.

Zeke leaned back on the bench and looked at the sky, he pulled out his wand and fiddled with it, he was a good wizard and well he loved magic, but he couldn’t help but wonder if his life would be so much better if he wasn’t a wizard and hadn’t been sent to that stupid school where Jonathan Young was, he shook his head and sighed. This was his life, the heartache and all deep down Zeke knew he wouldn’t change it for the world, he wouldn’t change anything other then he would of done more then break Axel’s nose.

Zeke took his hat off and ran his hand through his chocolate brown locks before sighing deeply and then fixing his hat back onto his head, his stomach was starting to rumble and as hungry as he was, he was ignoring it. He didn’t want to eat, he didn’t feel like eating not with everything going around in his mind. He stared out at the train track for what felt like hours before his head shot to the side to see someone stood poking him in the shoulder and smiling, he guest they couldn’t see that he’d been crying.

[narcissa acardia black||]

accepted!